Thus, Ikarus

Lyrics

This goes out to the one I love
And other ones that I'm thinking of
Seeing me, seeing what I lack
Steeping in what I can't take back
Yesteryear up through yesterday
Don't release me until I say

I'm sorry for advantage taken,
quarter never given

I'm sorry to have used the love you gave me as a weapon

I'm sorry that I locked you in the dark
with such derision

I'm sorry that I played and plagued
with constant indecision

I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry
I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry

But I'm happy you have what what you need

And I'm happy you know that I bleed

Sure I'm happy you don't live alone

Think I'm happy - why don't you live alone?

And I worry about forever
'Cause I worry your scars will never heal
And I worry you're in the wrong hands
And I worry about your ultimate plans

But I'm happy they say you'll be fine

And I'm happy -- the blunting power of time

Yes I'm happy, got what I deserved

Think I'm happy -- did I get what I deserved?

And I worry about the truth

'Cause I worry about secrets, lies and proof

And I worry it's never done

And I worry I'm overthinking this one

But if this one is overthought
Who's to say that the next one's not?
And if I'm dredging what you forgot
I'm judging it's worth the pain I brought
The further we get from far away
The louder I feel I have to say

I'm sorry for betraying, slimy, spineless misbehavior

I'm sorry for the bitter taste of memories we should savor

I'm sorry for false hopes I daily planted and uprooted

I'm sorry at the end the name of friend was so polluted

I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry
I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry